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Failed Attempt
Folder:
suicide Bottles only inches away
I want them now to end my pain
Take them in or push them away
That's my big descision to make
I've made my choice, is it right or wrong?
I'm about to find out, wont be living for long
I counted them once, I counted them twice...
18...19...20... oooh! That's Nice!
I popped them in and swallowed hard
Got them down, chemicals bombard
My heart speeds up and I lose control
I'm twitching now, my skin starts to crawl
The urge is there now, to cut it all away
I'm glad now that my life's ending today
Laying, convulsing on the floor
Shaking, quaking, shivering more
Hot and sweaty for a while
Cold with goosebumps on the inside
Visions whizzing through my head
hurry up meds. I wish I were dead
Completely sane and calm again
I don't think my drugs sank in
Laying there now in disbelief
That my life could ever be taken from me
Next time I know what I must do
Add more pills, then I'll be through!
I make this now my last request
May next time be my last attempt
