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I know your up there, watching me

Proud of me(I hope)

And I am down here, crying

Missing you(I know)



Everyday I sit and think and hope

That you know how much I love you



That last time I saw you I did not cry untill the end

That was when I wish I could stay there by your side forever

I cryed so much that night, thinking of you

I know this may be selfish but I miss you

And hope you know I love you so



Today is your birthday, the 19th of May. Next month will be 12 years since you left me. I think about you everyday. I can't be by myself..I'm afraid of life. You were by my side, every time I needed you..tears rolling down my cheeks now..trying to stay strong. I know you're watching over me..I wish I could see you. Hug you and kiss you one last time..I was 7 when you left me pop pop..I didn't know it'd be forever. You were so sick, you suffered so..you told me I would never suffer..I suffer each and every day..without you by my side. I cry each night, I can not speak. I love you so much, it kills me to breathe.



Pop pop I want you to be proud of me, I want to do you well.You told me I would never have my own personal hell.



You were such a good man, you always called me your favorite. Your little princess, as I recall. I can still smell the essence you left behind..so long ago. It hurts to go to your house with mom mom there, I love her so much and I fall apart when I enter.



When I'm there, I sit in your chair..you know,the brown comfy one we'd sit and watch tv and you would read to me in. God, I miss you. Why did you leave me! I'm falling apart! I need you with me! I can't do this alone! I need you by my side...help me. Pop pop don't make me suffer any longer..I want to be with you..I want to see you one last time..I want to be held and told I am loved.



Happy birthday to you and have a great night, for I know you're standing there..telling me "don't give up the fight"



Your my beloved Pop Pop

And I am your beloved little Grandaughter