I sit here in disgust
wanting to draw the line
Can't sit here and watch the endless faces pass any longer
Blue or Yellow?
Which pill to take?
Either way, I'm dead if I choose.
Do I take this endless route?
Crying for the tears to stop
Wanting to rebel but can't
Moms a bitch,this I know
constant blur
always yelling at her
constant fight
never turns out right
I sit here in disgust
looking at myself
don't eat, don't even fucking think about it
from here on in, food is the enemy
you got it,you stupid bitch?
"I've got it.." I say to myself
I sit here in disgust..watching endless faces pass