The everchanging lights
flicking in my mind
The channels are changing
faster then faster
STOP.
This illness is consuming me
What the heck is BPD?
Changing the tune
my head fills up
thoughts like balloons
POP..
scattered brain
What do I do?
I'm diagnosed with something
I have not a clue
What's this lonesome girl to do?
Makeup falling from her eyes
can you hear her deepened cries?
sickness consumes every part of me
let me go
that's all I wish
Why do I suffer from this illness?
Why me?
STOP
I'm consumed..time to let go