Happiness Kills

So happy and full of joy

My liveliness forms into death

I jump in and out of this state

It is starting to take its toll

My body is breaking down from pain

I let my hopes rise only to fall

Let this happen everyday of my life

I believe its love when it's hate

No one knows me the way I do

Only one in the world who knows

He/she is likely a fake deity

Wish I knew where I was going

Just running along until the day

The hourglass runs out of sand

My time is up, my time is wasted

I let my life go by and now I die

Drugs kept me happy for years

Now I am dead-from all my happiness

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness, and cleanliness is godliness, and God is empty just like me"~Smashing Pumpkins

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mary (again) hehe's picture

hey, sry i just wanted to let you know that i posted three new poems (im on a role hehe) - and yes u can delete this post after you read it lol.

NE ways...hehe my poems:
1) run away
2) superficial girl
3) Doesn't Matter

luv u!
xoxo
m

Mary Bibbs's picture

hey. hehe. found ur new poem! yay. lol. but i have to disagree with you on some aspect of ur poem - hehe NO WORRIES (lol) im NOT putting it down. but i think SUM happiness is also good...like making new friends :P

luv u
ttyl
m