I can't find the words
the words to show much i hate myself
the words to show the pure rage i feel for who i am
the words to somehow tell the people i love that i'm trying, to make it better
the words for when i make someone cry, when i make someone cease to care
the words to say "i want to be better then i am"
the words to say "help me"
This is... I am not sure what
This is... I am not sure what adjective to incert.
I loved it, I know exactly how it feels to feel this poem. Wanting to rip my face off, to not be me. To hate everything BECAUSE I am me.
I really, really enjoyed this.
Love,
LovingLovelace
If your mirror doesn't find you one of the most beautiful people it has ever seen, punch it and find a better mirror.