Fuck God?, i throw my hands to repent
But never will you hear the end of it...
Emo people i seem to resent...
Just because i kno there not heaven sent...
And i...
Lay down with bibles that i fold back and bent...
Put on glasses that are not prescribed...
and i put my head between my theighs and cry...
but with a head other than mine..
between my theighs ...
i let out wines...
So i...
Had him carve an A into my wrist..
And lesbian name it seem to represent..
Not to sure if the name was mine...
or someone that i have left behind...
Or maybe "becoming" her was on my mind...
So i inked myself out...
With "needles" and smoke that i seem to exhale out..
And laughter and jokes that i seem to let out...
And my opinon she revoked when i seem to speak out..
So ill put a finger over my lips unless its a joke that wants to come out...
i tell you " I WANT OUT"..
so i swollow your "blessing" while others cover my mouth..
and your raping my mind when i still seem to moan out...
I took everything from you but you never allowed me to fall out..
i love you for everything im without..
right along with...
the pages and dates that i seem to tear out...