Life( After Alicia's Death)

Life was never worth shyt

a waist of time for you

just useless

just a 16 year long test

and i guess you failed it

nothin going good

in this world of ruckess

like they care if you left

nothings going to be the same

why you wait till shyt is to late

stalling intil you dreams run outta faith

cus when you die, you die and get rejected at the gate

no matter how much you pled

you still continuously bleed

by the guns of the devil

cus you continuously feed off his words that

made you who you were

a girl who loves girl with a temper temper

Only if you listen to yo mom and not went over her house

you could still been with me talkin bout our plans for next year

college dorms and sacramento all that

Planin on a way to get yo gurl yasmine back

laughing in the back of the church at ms nack

gay pride day at Deer valley remember that

now you aint never coming back

in the ground where you lay

gurl i miss you, you was just here yesterday

i guess those dreams of you dyin was true

I'll never forget ma best friend Alicia, and always will rememeber you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is a poem that i wrote to ma self, after i died,and as if i was somebody else, like one of ma friends

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