New years day

New beginning of 365 days...

without delayed...

i seem to regress to the swagga in my sway

...and i..

wont pop bottle or inhale fumes in such a way...

that my body will decay..

To grow to be ugly inside and out..

To uh...only to look in the mirror and doubt..

...the mistakes that i made a long time ago..

...Its time for me to grow...

Never was the type to say "no"

But its insane to be "lame" so they call her a "ho"...

And um..

i was taught to find out and never answer with an "i dont know"...

Is the "forreals"... "realfake"?

So shit... "I dont know"



So i...

I bounce back with a nonchalant tactic...

Time to uh "do to much" with an "overreactant"..lol..

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