As I listen to the rain
I release all of this pain
Letting it grow
And flow
Onto this page
Letting go of my rage
As I write
I realize wrong from right
Listening as it falls
I stare at these walls
Wondering how long it will last
This acceptance of the past
Will it stay
To brighten my day
Or when the rain halts
Will I remember my faults
Understanding hate
Again as I berate
Myself for losing control
And letting this roll
As if I’m good
If only I could
I promise you
I’d rearrange my view
So I could see
Beyond this decree
To feel the breeze
And not freeze
To see the stream
Instead of a dream
To soar in the sky
To remember how to fly
To feel the suns heat
Instead of my worlds deceit
To watch the dark side of the moon
To escape my cocoon
I just want to wave
And watch this all fly away as I enter my grave