i waited for so long
you never came;
i'm going to move on..
death grips all my thoughts
my head hurts, breathing in the dust
i'm gonna die, i'm seeing dots
like points of consciousness
transcending sights of passing life
waiting for something to collide;
i'm gonna die, i wait for life
postponed by unrequited expectations
flesh vexations, transitory highs
eternal nothing to remind
i'm gonna die, i'm feeling lost;
a preparation for a preparation
for a preparation, i'm concerned
it never starts until it ends