hannah

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i spent 3 years chasing a girl i actually hated

because she had freckles in all the right places

i wanted her so fucking badly

i didnt even stop to think why

what are my intentions?

i want you to be mine

stop running

i just want to destroy you

you're so beautiful i want to absorb you

because i am hollow and you are full

your light fills my void and without you i'm dull

i don't know how to be alone

so i chase what i can't have

and in turn i'm miserable

and my desires rule my world

you did nothing wrong

except that time you said that you loved me

at the time it felt like the happiest i ever was

the illusion of control

until you cut me off

to be with that guy tony

who seemed so clearly better for you

i couldn't say, i don't know him.

though your intentions weren't bad

you helped me destroy me

and though i hated you for it

i really deserved it

and the day i learned that i was actually hateful

was the day that i realized i should have been thankful

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