i awoke in a sweat from the american dream.
pulled the sleeping bag back over my eyes to sleep
and woke up to a cop telling me i can't camp here anymore.
it's daylight. i'm in the woods.
i'm hung over.
i don't want to wake up.
i don't want to dream.
i don't want to see.
i don't want to eat fake food anymore
or drink water with chemicals in it.
i don't want to breathe
i don't want to exist in this realm of
egotistical no quick fixical self-destructical don't give a fucktical
chaotical dark music playing from the cars i walk by
a portal to the underworld.
non-poetic speakers blasting i fucked your bitch,
ignorant kids brainwashed with hate
i want to scream
and kill everything in sight so it can do me no harm.
but then i'm just as bad
im baffled and hassled and rascals still rattle my shattered ego,
picking up the pieces of my brain, rearranged
i am a rat in a cage
charged with barbed wire rage
hold me
mold me
fold me up
toss me into the abyss
maybe someone gives a shit there
but probably not