Depressed as hell
But what from
I just can't tell
For the pain
Radiates
Outside in
Screaming at me
As if trying to get
My attention
But can't put into words
For what and why
I can sense it
Can even tell you
It's close
The who or what
You are looking for
Close but scared
Lost and tired
Wishing to go home
But where or even who
It's coming from
They may not
Even know
Until that door
You open
And it's face
To face
With the one
Whose energy
Is and always
Will be
On some level
Trying to kill me
Laughing
So happy birthday
Your haunted
By the way
So be careful
And good luck
Something tells me
You're gonna need it