Feeling lost
In a sea
Of insecurity
Here I go again
Down a path
I know
I shouldn't
Even be on
I know better
I am better
Than this
And hell
I know it
So why
Can't I feel it
But here I go
With a renewed
Sense of purpose
Once again
Hoping this time
I find a way
To do something
With it
Because
I am so sick
Of forever
Just being stuck
As whatever
This is
I fight my way
Back up
Once again
And swear to
Myself
This will be
The last time
That like this
I will have
Ever fallen
Because I am
Not doing this again
I am better
Than this bullshit
And finally
For once
I know it