Bleeding

I get up, I fall.

I try, I fail.

I heal, I bleed.

The bleeding stops,

I heal,

And then the bleeding starts again.

I'm bleeding from my failures.

It hurts.

I wince.

Sometimes I wonder if bleedings better then healing.

Why try to heal?

So that I can bleed again?

The bleeding slows,

And I start to heal.

I begin to get relief.

The bleedings stopped.

I rest.

But it won't be long before I start to bleed again.

I take a deep breath, (inhale)

And prepare myself for more bleeding.

Bleeding hurts,

But I have to bleed,

So that I can heal again... (exhale)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I kinda wrote this when I felt like I was worthless and couldn't accomplish anything in life. I felt that no matter what I did I would fail.

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