I get up, I fall.
I try, I fail.
I heal, I bleed.
The bleeding stops,
I heal,
And then the bleeding starts again.
I'm bleeding from my failures.
It hurts.
I wince.
Sometimes I wonder if bleedings better then healing.
Why try to heal?
So that I can bleed again?
The bleeding slows,
And I start to heal.
I begin to get relief.
The bleedings stopped.
I rest.
But it won't be long before I start to bleed again.
I take a deep breath, (inhale)
And prepare myself for more bleeding.
Bleeding hurts,
But I have to bleed,
So that I can heal again... (exhale)