Often I move among
The flat flickering faces
I notice them but am not a part of them
They mesmerize me
Illuminate my emptiness
The sunshine and shadow
The haze and the halo
Subtle but still exciting
Like I'm living in some lost Murnau
But sometimes
I'm falling
Stumbling like scattered Keystone Kops
Bumbling with props and car chases
Being run in many many misunderstood speeds
Staring at it all with a stone face
And a broken heart
And wondering
"Where is Mary Pickford when you need her?"
Mostly
Life seems stuck on the clock
I allow it all to fall
Tick tock tick tock
It's what happens
On the other side of the screen, Sherlock
And once the awkward talking starts
Things will never be the same.
(Alone in a cafe
Garbo and I sip stale coffee
Silently watching
The wet leaves faded and falling
To the pavement
Always on the far end of the window pane)