If you go, you can never return
never turn back
never grow old.
If you go,
it would not be an act but a profanity
of an act
for death is not the "no longer being"
but the "never doing again"
and that's bad.
If you go, you will grow cold.
You will know the cold
like a fact knows nothing but that it is.
If you go,
they will forget you.
They will pull you out of their sides
like a poisoned arrow
but they will forever be diseased.
If you go, you will be buried
where you forever asked to be
under the grass, like a dead seed.
You will kill the sunlight for the seed
By depriving its regular flow
if you go.
Or, you will kill nothing, nothing at all.
Not the man, not the name, not the
illness it was to be knowing
which direction their wills were flowing.
If you go
You'll axe that stream
and you accomplish nothing
but stealing the sickened breath from the thing
by giving your death to everything,
if you go.