I don't know what do do anymore. where once i was loved, now I am hated! whear their was warmth has turned bitter cold. the life I once took for granted has now died a quiet
death, alone and desolate. my ocean is a dry seabed of salt. now I love with no return my every move is wrong, my every word is a foringe tongue. My head and my heart both spin out from the darkness. How can I be so close to someone yet galaxies apart. The woman I call my wife once charished me, now stabs me with her every word, they are sharp, like a knife a dubble edged sword cutting into me deep. nothing I would do nothing I would say or hight I may go or depth plunge to bring that might bring her back to me again. oh my God I beg you. heal my life, touch me. most of all have mercy on me.