I remember the feeling that boiled up inside me when you left me. It was the fist time I had felt anything so strong. The pain was imesureble. My heart ached like nothing ever has since. I wanted to craw into a crevis deep beneath the earth and cease to excist. I didn't want to live, and I didn't want to die. I longed to excist in this world no longer. For months I wept, I could not eat, I did not sleep. I would have given my world up to be with you forever. Nothing I could ever do helped to ease the pain loseing you brought. Now it hurts still. A sufering I have learned to live with, for you. Who could never love me again, and for you whom I wish everyday, that I could.