Sweetheart, I know what it is to want to be loved and to desire someone beyond anything, and I know what it means to be wanted by someone not afraid to let it show in a way others can see and recognize. I need to tell you, I have needed you even before I knew you, I don't know if that makes a lot of since to you, so let me try to explain. From a very long time before I knew you I wanted to find someone that would love me no matter what, and I wanted to find someone that didn't mind if I loved them with all the heart and soul I could muster, I always wanted someone that wanted to be loved as much as I do. Now I want nothing more then to be lost in your arms and in your heart and in your mind. How I wish I could hold you everynight when I get home and when I go to bed I hope you understand what it is you mean to me and how much I really do adore you Sarah. I love you is not nearly enough, to tell you how I feel about you. My beloved, I treasure everything about you. I will talk to you soon honey. until then, I love you.