Mom I knew that over the years,
I have been the cause of countless tears.
I lost count of the tear I made you cry,
I know for I have witnessed the tears that fell from your eyes.
I can't take back the pain I caused you,
But I never ment to hurt you.
And as the years go by I look back on the mistakes I made,
I hope with every thing in me, that over the years the pain I caused you has started to fade,
And now that you are sick and I have started to accept that you will not always be here,
I try my hardest to hide my tears,
I have to be brave for you, I cant let you see how weak I realy am inside,
I wish in you I could confide.
But I can't let you know how truely scared I am,
I love you more than you will ever know your daughter Sam.