It is Christmas time again,
And my thoughts seem to find you again.
I think of the short time we spent together,
And how we was supposed to be together forever,
But I guess God had other plans,
Plans I am still trying my hardest to understand.
I know God knows best so I try not to complain,
And I try really hard not to place blame.
But I am only human so I find it hard to understand God's ways,
But I am thankful for his grace,
It's God's grace that I got to carry Houston for 5 months, But I get to carry him in my heart forver , that's his special place.
See in my heart he is never far,
Little man thats where you are.
I visit your grave and bring you a teddy bear,
It is just my way of letting you know I care.
Your grave looks so pretty with the falling snow,
Take care little my little man Mommy must go.