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insane numbness.
it may just take some time
to patch me up inside
but im not the surrendering type
it may just seem like that on the outside.
im always up for a challenge
i'll start with fixing this heart
but first i need to know
why you left me from the start.
you leave me with this feeling
numbness that comes and goes
it puts a train of thought in my mind
its like cancer that grows and grows.
i figure it will eventually make me go insane
somehow i don't mind it
funny how just one person
can make me split.
crash into a million pieces
feel like i can't feel anymore
you have this power over me
that makes me feel unsure.
my self image has been undone
my emotions are scattered everywhere
i look at myself in the mirror and think
between me and her, you dare to compare.
that right there tears my heart open,
rejection is a deadly disease
it takes so much time to mend
and whats left after that are all worries.
