when nobodys looking

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2005 poems

Harsh words and violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows.
Alone in the darkness
And so afraid.

Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside Im warped and twisted.
Never knowing
The plans youve made.

So many tricks and so many lies
Too many whens and too many whys.
Often you betray
The life inside.

Nobodys special, nobodys gifted
Im just me, warped and twisted.
When my body
Yours does smother.

Sleeping awake and choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream.
Afraid to tell her
Youve threatened me.

Call my mind, the numbers unlisted
Lost in someone so warped and twisted
Life without her
Im afraid of what it could be.

On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood Ive bled.
How much longer
Will this go on?

Im not gone, my mind has drifted
Dont expect much, Im warped and twisted.
With that evil grin
You call me hon.

Burnt out, wasted, empty, and hollow
Todays just yesterdays tomorrow.
Words mean nothing and everything
Eyes open, blood shot, pay attention!

The sun died out, the ashes sifted
Im still here, warped and twisted
But what you do
Makes me so mad.

When Im older
Ill make you pay.
For those crimes
You committed today.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

self explainitory

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