It's hard to Believe

It's hard to believe,

How much I've changed,

But it's so hard to leave.

After so much I've gained.



It's hard to believe,

I am able to love,

After everything I had to grieve.

Everything I had to lose.



It's hard to believe,

That it took all those years,

All the webs I weeved.

All the shedded tears.



The times they failed me,

The times I died,

Who I came to be.

How much I had to lie.



It's hard to believe,

All the times I could'nt cry,

And how I'm still alive.

And why I didn't die.



It's hard to believe,

I'm stronger than I thought,

I learned to breathe.

No matter how much I fought.



I've grown so much,

Everything I had to hide,

I learned to touch.

A normal person would die.



I learned to survive,

I learned to be strong,

I learned to strife.

I learned that they were wrong.



It's hard to believe,

I'm now able to cry,

And that I'm still alive.

Despite their torture and lies.




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