It's hard to believe,
How much I've changed,
But it's so hard to leave.
After so much I've gained.
It's hard to believe,
I am able to love,
After everything I had to grieve.
Everything I had to lose.
It's hard to believe,
That it took all those years,
All the webs I weeved.
All the shedded tears.
The times they failed me,
The times I died,
Who I came to be.
How much I had to lie.
It's hard to believe,
All the times I could'nt cry,
And how I'm still alive.
And why I didn't die.
It's hard to believe,
I'm stronger than I thought,
I learned to breathe.
No matter how much I fought.
I've grown so much,
Everything I had to hide,
I learned to touch.
A normal person would die.
I learned to survive,
I learned to be strong,
I learned to strife.
I learned that they were wrong.
It's hard to believe,
I'm now able to cry,
And that I'm still alive.
Despite their torture and lies.