Rape me, rip me, suffocate my youth
Steal away my innocence
Dilute, degrade my truth.
Mutilate my organs, tear them into shreds.
Fighting for my life
Running from the knife.
Trapped in a box
Chained tight with locks.
Every time you speak
You hurt me with your words of hate.
Every time you speak
I die a little inside.
Then I hear you laugh and see your face
This image I cannot erase.
So I just cry
And cry some more.
Until I care about you no more.
Welcome to my world.
Sanctuary of darkness, home of evil.
The cold, dark water calls me.
I cant ignore it.
I fade into black
This is my world.
My happiness is sucked by the monster
The one who abolishes peace.
His vile breath reeks of death
No one can save me.
The agony he brings
My heart sings to be torn out.
Its my blood on his hands
How divine.
He whispers each time
You are mine.
I control your destiny
And it happens again.
Left alone in this dismal place
Forgotten by the ones I thought cared.
Not knowing whats to become of my insignificant soul
Fearing I might never recover from this state.
Each day that passes another prayer of hope gets diminished
Fear traps me in the world of loneliness and hate.
Pleasure gets buried in this world of misery
And life filled with joy has been forgotten and lost.
The pain is deep
No blood, no tears where it hurts is deep inside.
Where small children cry out every night
To be loved by their mommys and daddys.
To keep them safe and tuck them in all snug and tight
Theyre supposed to do whats right.
They say theres nothing to fear but fear itself
But we all know thats not true.
No child should have to fear their parents
No child should have to stay awake at night crying
Wondering if daddy is going to come in or not.
You betrayed my mind, my body and my soul
You stole my life when I didnt think the word “no” existed.
Any idiot like you can be a sperm donor,
But youll never be my father.