After so much work it all ends like this?
It isnt fair after all the blood and sweat,
The one year that i actually try,
Just ends by me wanting to die.
For all the spent time and tired legs,
All i get in return is slow times and fractured legs.
All i wanted was to be was the best i could be.
But instead i get weeks apon weeks of endless pity.
Why couldnt i do better? Why did everything have to happen to me?
All i wanted was to prove myself To free myself from my doubts and my thoughts.
But all it really proved is how unlucky somepeople can be.
All i needed was to be healthy for one race.
So i could show my pace. But instead now i can't even show my face.
So...it all ends like this...Four years of dedication...Wasted....
o man that would really suck buttt...sry u had such a bad year
I wanna die alot too... andits cause of my sport:dance... Im never good enough .. I never will be and sometimes i just wanna snap my leg in half so I don't have to do t anymore.. oh how badly I want to ... No one knows how badly...
i love how it flows