I try to decipher the clues I'm given.
In this confusing life that I live in.
I thought I had it all figured out.
It used to be clear. I had no doubts.
Now it's all fuzzy and I'm not sure what is real.
Numb is mostly how I feel.
The days blur together. Still so hard to get up.
I blame it all on my bad luck.
The future is my biggest worry.
Can't decide. A hung jury.
I try and picture my life ahead.
As I sit alone in my bed.
Fleeting thoughts rushing through my head.
I just want a normal life instead.