Nostalgia

rocking, tick tocking

the time passes by

but these thoughts i'm blocking

somehow find a way

to penetrate, they obliterate

my world and thoughts of you

but the love, the way i held you above

you never considered true

is that why, the reason you use

to explain all he harm you did do

i ask myself, time and time again

what did i do to be hurt so deep within

then my thoughts drift back to the day

when i tasted the forbidden fruit

when we made our feelings acute

kharma has bitten me in the ass

the thing that hauntd me was my past

i know i will survive through this

i will make through all this distress

and your love i know i will miss...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

the worst part about hating someoe you loved is remembering when you were blind... and wanting that back so bad... ignorance is bliss

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