i did not foresee consequence
i only knew the sequence
for which i wanted life to go
i was young, i did not know
that these could harm, my decisions
so deeply they've dug, the divisions
now i'm so far from what's wanted
now i'm teased and left to be haunted
by the regret of the results
knowing deep down that it's my fault
how can i correct all this pain
how can i refill from this drain
a life of debt, support and bending
over backwards is what i'm sending
i feel as if i won't live this down
i guess i'm doomed to be lost and drown
but i hope to die with some ease
to know somehow that i did please
all those i pained, the ones who suffered
the ones i stepped on, the ones i smothered
but as they did, my ember'll dwindle
but i won't be there to rekindle
the flame of this life, the light of hope
has been doused so forget this dope....