"The Hold That Held Me" 7 - 20 - 03
hazy and dim is the view
that i have, this image of you
why do you linger in my mind
have you not have enough time
you have pained me, your sting lingers
why won't you leave, my pain bringer
is it because you're still wanting
the part of me that you are haunting
it has been so many moons
since we departed our fortunes
yet you still have hold of me
why won't you die and leave me be
i have tried so very hard
to ignore and disregard
all of the pain you've sent me
but this harm is undoing me
leave me now, leave me be
your haunting visage i don't need
undo this harm, let me go
i am exhausting from this show
it has drained me, the repetition
it has worn all recognition
no happy times consume my thoughts
i feel as if i am forever caught
release me, release me
why won't you release me
my mind has seen so many times
all the moments that we did find
it is soaking in this regret
i am lost and drowning in fret
i no longer want this ghostly visage
so i send out this final message
release me, release me
i am dying, falling down
why won't you release me
release me, release me
i am crying, head on the ground
why won't you release me....