"Pivot Point" 2 - 11 - 03
moving forward through the days
counting down through the ways
that i could leave this fray
end all the hurt and dismay
but that won't happen, not today
because i know things will be okay
things have to get better... someday
i saw for myself the other night
i witnessed with my eyes a dreadful sight
it was this image that struck fright
i could only shun the light
i told myself, "things will be alright"
i know that i can end the fight
i know i can make things right... somehow
it was that night that i cried
of all the things that i lied
but never told you, then you died
now i hold all these lies inside
never will the pain subside
a never-ending, swelling tide
why didn't i tell you... why?
i can regret all i've done
live my life hollow, numb
let the body give in, succumb
to a life with no fun, and no one
but this is what i refuse
this life i cannot abuse
i hold it, i must use
all i have, not be a muse
this is what i choose
now you're gone i'm left alone
no one to call on the phone
but now i no longer hear you moan
of the pain your life has grown
but here i am all alone
wishing you were on the phone
now you're gone... so long