"The New Guy" 1 - 02 - 03
i'm on a walk
not long to talk
so i'll be brief
what a relief
i have a thought
that has me caught
spins in my head
won't leave til i'm dead
i think of the choices
listen to little voices
i can't make the decision
going through a division
i know what i must do
but i feel it will harm you
no please, try to listen
i wish to share my decision
i have one being in this hand
how i know she will understand
then i have this girl you know
i'm so afraid to bear and show
i know that when i reveal
show the emotions that i feel
it will shun the girls i like
may even develop a fight
i'm not that special or well known
but look how quickly my face has grown
i've gone from a life of nothingness
to a life that promises bliss
but i know in my greed
i will pass the signs, not heed
i will discard the true emotions
and give in to the silly notion
my decision comes of appeal
of not the heart but the eye, i feel
so here i go tearing the heart
new to here and on a bad start...