The New Guy

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i'm on a walk

not long to talk

so i'll be brief

what a relief



i have a thought

that has me caught

spins in my head

won't leave til i'm dead



i think of the choices

listen to little voices

i can't make the decision

going through a division



i know what i must do

but i feel it will harm you

no please, try to listen

i wish to share my decision



i have one being in this hand

how i know she will understand

then i have this girl you know

i'm so afraid to bear and show



i know that when i reveal

show the emotions that i feel

it will shun the girls i like

may even develop a fight



i'm not that special or well known

but look how quickly my face has grown

i've gone from a life of nothingness

to a life that promises bliss



but i know in my greed

i will pass the signs, not heed

i will discard the true emotions

and give in to the silly notion



my decision comes of appeal

of not the heart but the eye, i feel

so here i go tearing the heart

new to here and on a bad start...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

when one goes from nothing to the focal point(at times, atleast) of all attention/just one person's attention, it can cause some 'rash' decisions... but that's a gibbon :(

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