"Cures..." 10 - 7 - 02
hour by hour
night by night
my life is sour
and filled with fright
living on the edge
so close to the fall
wanting to be a smudge
on a far away wall
to end it all
to silence the screams
to heed the call
to rip the seams
the cause has been
for many months of this life
an endless obsession
the roots of my strife
having dug deep
into the soil
unable to seep
nothing more to spoil
now tearing at my soul
piercing the skin
driving deeper into the hole
and then the pain begins
until this day
in some miraculous way
i found the cure
it has to be--i'm sure
near the end of hope
nearing the despair
at the end of my rope
death lingers in the air
swallow hard
gulping it down
like a shard
i hit the ground
it strikes deep
right at the core
i can feel the heat
my body becoming sore
some cure this is
the pain is unreal
it was the cure
why else would this feel
the eyes go wide
the halt of thought
the heartbeat subsides
the end has been sought
silence conquers
the air becomes thick
the thud of the floor
it was a trick
the vial lay broken
the soul now torn
the lips lay dripping
a new end born
you stand proud
witnessing your device
you slip into the night
into the crevice of plight...