"Last Write" 10 - 12 - 02
how many times
have i cried
how many ways
have i pried
into my soul
poured out of my heart
trying to seal a hole
to join the parts
57 times addressed
so many ways expressed
suicide, homicide
accidental and obsession
the ways i live
my hollow depression
day in and day out
these dreary ends
haunt my thoughts
making no amends
for all the hurt
and pain inflicted
so horrible this condition
i feel hand-picked
out of the many
and into the few
no longer i wish
so i bid you adeiu...