"Happy" 11 - 6 - 02
i feel so happy
just look at me
so fucking happy
just brimming with glee
how do i feel?
alive and free
what about the real?
that i don't see
i lie to myself
i lie, lie, lie
never let in truth
never open my eyes
i'm happy
no hurt
i smile
you squirt!
yet as i smile
a tear escapes
the makeup runs
the truth penetrates...