"FYI part II" 11 - 6 - 02
from all that hurt
there came a hate
that is best served
on a cold, colorless plate
i hold contempt
for Him, the He
the one who subjected
the torturer of Me
felt His Plan
was over Mine
felt His Hand
knew no time
better than that
to strip away
to throw me into
Life's brutual foray
i was only fifteen
i wasn't ready at all
yet, somehow,
this was His call
He knew the Result
planned it, you see
what did you Intend?
to end Me?!?!
i defy Your Plan
i stand in Defienace
i refuse to Cooperate
offer no Compliance
to heed Your worship
or give my Admiration
i show no repsect
to the Destroyer
of my Nation
i want no Paradise
i need no Salvation
i need my thoughts
alone in my contemplation
scheming My Plan
my own Salvation
i offer no hand
in the building of your Nation...
understand everything.. but is god the cause or are we... his creation? personally I am too confused to think about it.either I dont belive in god or I hate him or I beg for his help.. thats usually how it is when we're lost we run for help.. great wording tho. (lol)