A note to the suicidal...

I dare you to stare at your bleeding veins!

I dare you to watch your life dripping from your fists!

Can you still look in the eyes of that woman?

The one who gave you this gift; the one to call you “son”…

 

Do her tears and sweat mean nothing to you?

Do you still recall your feelings for her true?

Shame is in soul and not in the body given by God!

In the grave only two shall lie: you and your mud!

 

Are you more of a man now in the eyes of your father?

Have you learnt nothing from him? You didn’t bother!

He told you life’s cruel and the one to fight could only be you!

He told you about life because your old man knew…

 

Weren’t you the one to protect that girl?

The one who thought of you as the sun of her world…

Who’ll hold her tight, and who would now care?

Another fake feeling in her heart so fair…

 

But what you leave behind is just your loved ones’ undeserved pain,

As your flesh decomposes, and your soul was sacrificed in vain…

And you think you escaped and got away from it all

But in the end you shall feel how deeper you’ll fall!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

*Tenebrae*

 

I wrote this not against the suicidal nor pro suiciding.

It's just something I felt like writing after seeing all these teenagers around me killing themselves because of "love" or because they "have it rough". I am pro life and though I do understand that feelings can take over you, I also strongly believe that you can control your own feelings.

In fact, if I had nothing else to live for, I'd  take risks and live on the edge just to see what happens. Curiosity is my weakness, I guess.

 

(PS: *Tenebrae* is an alter-ego... I have 5 of which you'll find out soon enough. To put it short, in order to sort out my feelings and thoughts, so they won't get mixed up, I created 5 alter-egos to take care of this for me. )

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