My surroundings change but
the pain has stayed. It
won't go away it just won't
weaken.As time went on it
only deepened.
The pain has reached down
to the core. Nothing can dull
pretending it works
for awhile but at night as I lay
my head down to rest the pain comes
back out to reach the surface.
It's useless nothing works the
razors and the pills don't do the
trick anymore. Death has became part
of my life that won't excape it just
wont leave so fuck it what is left
to heal these thoughts what is left
to numb this pain.
I sound so selfish yet feel so
helpless, whats left the pain?
The hollow empty body with a
soul-less mind and heart.
The breath that I take in cuts
deep into my body, the thoughts
running around ache my heart so.
Only wishing from a time of peace
amonet of time with happiness. Is that
to much for one to ask I pray not is
that to dreadful to unthinkable to
unreasonable I hope not time is against
my thoughtless mind