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suicide

My surroundings change but

the pain has stayed. It

won't go away it just won't

weaken.As time went on it

only deepened.

The pain has reached down

to the core. Nothing can dull

pretending it  works

for awhile but at night as I lay

my head down to rest the pain comes

back out to reach the surface.



It's useless nothing works the

razors and the pills don't do the

trick anymore. Death has became part  

of my life that won't excape it just

wont leave so fuck it what is left

to heal these thoughts what is left

to numb this pain.



I sound so selfish yet feel so

helpless, whats left the pain?

The hollow empty body with a

soul-less mind and heart.



The breath that I take in cuts

deep into my body, the thoughts

running around ache my heart so.



Only wishing from a time of peace

amonet of time with happiness. Is that

to much for one to ask I pray not is

that to dreadful to unthinkable to

unreasonable I hope not time is against

my thoughtless mind


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