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Dear Mommy and Daddy:

  Remember I always love you.



I'll be watching over you

in heaven, where I finally

took my place in the race

people might call life.



Please don't cry it's not

your fault I took my own life,

I got tricked by that kitchen knife.

I'm sorry I left you, but I had to go.

I just hope that some day you'll come

to see that this world just isn't for me



I tried to fit in and I tried to make

them happy. But it just made me worse.

To know that I could never be me and that

I always had to put on a little show.



I'm sorry I really tried to not run away and

take the side of a knife. I really tried not to hide

But the pressure got to be enough so I turn to

suicide.



I'll always miss our little butterfly kisses

I'll always miss the way it felt to be

by your side. I'm so sorry Mommy I'll

Always miss you the most.



oho Daddy please don't cry,

I really want you to be strong right

now. Daddy come on please put up a

fight, I'm sad to that we never really

got to know  each other.



But we will be rejoined.

I'll sit in heaven and save

you all a seat.



Don't worry I'll be all right,

I swear it's fine I didn't lose

the fight. I just did what I thought

was right.



I felt the pain getting worse

and worse so I finally just let go.



Please don't cry, just try to

get some rest. Because the

best has happened. I'm not here

in person. But don't worry my sprit

will be with you forever more.

I love you all so much!



oho big brother please don't do that

I love you to much it's not your time

don't go crazy. I love you both so

very much. I owe you all more then

anything in heavenly touch.



I care for you two a whole lot.

I remember how you said you

would always be there for me.

Don't worry you were, this was

just one problem that I had to solve.



I love you all, so very much

please stop you crying you have nothing

to give grieve over.

I happy were I am, for once i can be me

and not some one else.

  I'll always love you and you know this is true

Just i finally got my big break though.

Love always,

       x0xyour little Babygurlx0x

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