Raging inside of me
Aching to get out
Needing to know you still care, and
Doing all I can to try and
Understand why you left
Is my own social disonence
Slowely pushing you farther away?
My own self hatred
All because I let you go
Realizing too late that I love you, and
Kicking myself for not telling you
Just say something!
Often I've told myself that
Seeing you're just fine without me
Ends my desire to live
Physically and mentally
Hurting myself so much but
Keeping it in so nothing will change
Useless is all I am now
Nothing will bring you back
Tears spring to my eyes and my
Zeal of life fades away