For The Only Boy Who Ever Had My Heart In His Teeth

I cannot sleep when I know he is reaching..

He doesn't like a thing about me except that I once held his life in my palms

In the corner of my back.

Monday he goes into another surgery

We will find out if it's another tumor

I saw it... it was black and ugly



and malignant.



I can't seem to pick up the phone and call him

just tell him I love him.. .and im sorry I have to work on all his important days

the days he'll find out if he's living or dying

at nineteen

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