Hands
always touching the past
I can cut you loose now
like a wild animal
my rehabilitated heart,
red ball of mass,
churning forward
gathering up hope like tumble weed
And I was going to hold you
in these battered arms
one very last time
like a dead thing I tried to save
But I think not.
Ghosts should remain exactly
where they are
Where they last stood standing,
alive,
gracious,
remembering the joy
I will keep you right there
locked in place
inside the tiny bones that brace me
Forever
Maybe
Or until the dust and Earth
cover you over,
Swallowing up your face
your name
from my lips, my brain
until I do not still love you.