I only keep on because I
am a machine
this body is torn. Tired.
Cells, atoms
even breaths are bombs in
my lungs
i can't love no one else but you
and life lost it's salt
and it hurts to feel real
you moved on
everyday I put on my war paint
and I hack away at all the promises and
soft kisses you are giving to her
they were mine, once
but I love you so much that I
have let you go
to be free
to have a chance
even though it is killing me
no, you will never know how dead I really am
you don't care enough to look back
I don't blame you
there is not much left of me
because I can't love anyone but you
understood
i was widowed some years ago, i kinda feel this , understanding here.
great work