For the eyes of my fear
To see and contemplate:
A letter
To address matters of concern:
First this: why me?
Though I should not ask it
I will
I am
And I will brace for the answer
Why was I chosen to abandon confidence
And sink, albeit comfortably,
Altogether too comfortably,
Into a little corner inside myself
And deem only this as safe?
And next, sir, this: how long will you stay?
Though you brought me pillows
Of down and silk to lay on
Far from the unforgiving world
I grow weary of your presence
And of you keeping me
Within the bubble of my fragile security
I tire of being always
Unsure of myself
Politely,
Regretfully,
Too Long Been Yours,
[Angeli]