The Pain.

You can't feel the pain
You can't possibly know
What it felt like
My whole life suffering
Dealing with such guilt
I was never good enough
Always something wrong
But no
I forgot all that
My life was perfect
You know?
No, you can't know
That's why I sit here
Feeling the sharpness of the blade
As it touches my skin
This, this bliss!
It doesn't need to take long
But this pain
It hurts so bad
These tears fall faster
My eyes burn
My skin tingles
Agonizing, unbearable pain
Physical and emotional
I want to die
I want to live
I just cry
Cry and cry and cry

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May 2, 2007

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Afzal Shauq's picture

love your realistic approach and romantic poem... very sweet and melodious one.. hmmm appreciate you