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Losing it
What's my worst fear? Losing my sanity.
Which is very thin right now. I yelled at God early that morning.
Because he took it away..he took away my heart..my life..now he's taking my sanity. I'm different from when I was young..or am I?
I used to love pink..now I love black. I used to throw myself at boys.
Now I don't really care for them. Why? Because I broke each and everyone of their hearts. Why? Because..because..if I can't be loved..why should they be loved. It's not fair! How come I can't have a normal life!! Huh?! Why can't I be happy?! Why must I be deprived of a normal life?! Why can't things go back to the way it was?! Why must I cry all the time. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of being sad. So sick of it I wanted to kill myself. THAT'S HOW SICK OF IT I AM!! Why can't I be loved the way I want to be loved. I've lost it..I've lost all of it..
at least i kno now that im not the only one who feels like that..i always wondered if i was alone..
you were loved....and still are...