If I told you the method to my genius
You would think I was insane.
Cause cruelty brings me forth to my verbal nobility.
That heart-break and pain is the key to
My poetry and my writing.
That love is no longer an inspiration to me
But a new blockage to my creativity.
Unfortunately I have to suffer in order to
Do what I love most about me.
My gift, one of my reasons of not Slipping.
To write out of pure honesty and imagery.
I know , how unfair , how contradicting.
That this sacrifice seems so selfish
But in all honesty , I miss you already
And I wasn't ready for what you were
Ready to give me.