The Mountain

The Mountain

By Muriel Palanca



I think of all I have endured to get to where I am.

Through rain and snow and freezing cold, I still have strength to stand.

I can’t believe I got this far, I tried and failed so many times.

I got so used to starting over, never crossing the finish line.

I never touched the frosted trees or admired the steel grey sky.

I took in air for mercy’s sake, never just to feel alive.

I only looked for quicker routes. I never marveled at the view.

I never thought that inner strength would be something I’d die to prove.

I never bowed in perfect awe to a piece of heaven I could climb.

All I saw was a mountain peak to be conquered and made as mine.

Its simple beauty escaped my eyes because I always searched for something more.

Now that I’m close to my goal, what have I done this for?

I’m almost there, two steps away, but there’s still so much I haven’t learned,

Like why each snowflake’s different, or if I scream will I be heard?

A shining moment of praise and glory, a great achievement within my grasp,

But if I am to stake my claim, I know it would be my last.

Looking from this mountain high to the ground that’s down below,

I hope I never reach the summit because then there’s nowhere left to go.

I close my eyes, I make a choice. I know it’s right, I turn around.

While the wind stays at my back, I make my trek back down.

A mountain climbed but unexplored wouldn’t mean a thing at all.

And if I ever reached the top, it would be a long way down to fall.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

It’s about a man who spends his whole life trying to climb a mountain. All he wants to do is reach the top. He’s always been so focused on just reaching the top that he never saw the beauty of the mountain. He realizes this when he is just a few steps away from actually reaching his goal. He knows that if he does reach the summit, then he will never climb the mountain again because there would be no point since he already reached his goal. Instead, he decides to go back down the mountain and keep trying again, but this time, he will take time to appreciate everything along the way.

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